Depression can bring you down to the point of internalizing the mishaps of your life. You feel like there’s nothing but emptiness that is the mishapen hole that where your heart is, the symptoms that you have is the result of the imbalance that is your existence so much so that you don’t think that you have nothing to give anymore. You think that you don’t fit anywhere in the societial norm where the mask of your happiness is nothing but a hollow of your former glory of living.

The depression that you feel is controllable, that it doesn’t affect you in the negative aspect of extinguishing the very light that you were born with. The emptiness that you have causes you to fall asleep, excessively watch tv, play video games for a long period of time or the drug of choice to self medicate for the escape of the reality. Feeling that you are in a bottomless pit of despair or in a dark abyss of emptiness of the mind state, that you catch the cold of the sickness of the draconian society, of which is of the tangible existence that you would internalize as a misfortune of your own doing.